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Everything is Polka Dot

  • Oct. 22nd, 2009 at 2:09 PM
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Just a collection of polka dot that I recently dress in this week! This polka dot sheer dress seems to be too sexy to wear in the office so I have to hide the sexiness with this animal printed long blouse. After working shall be the suitable time for me to wear this see-through dress solely without any covering!



Note: These photos were taken for my friend and for posting on my facebook's page!



Dress: White Polkadot on Black Sheer Dress, animal printed blouse

Style: Chic & Casual











Polka dot from head to toe! Polka dot is overall me!! Wearing this polka dot sheer blouse with bow-tied at front with my DIY polka dot skirt enable me to have the sweetest look & vintage. My next door girl told me that I dress like an actress from the period thai series on channel 3 (LOL)!



Dress: White Polka Dot on Black Sheer Blouse with bow-tied at front, DIY polka dot brown skirt with back zip

Accessory: brown leather belt

Style: Sweet & Vintage

Music: The Temper Trap - Sweet Disposition


Lyrics:


Sweet disposition



never too soon



oh reckless abandon



like no one's watching you



a moment, a love



a dream, aloud



a kiss, a cry



our rights, our wrongs



a moment, a love



a dream, aloud



a moment, a love



a dream, aloud


chorus


so stay there


cause i'll be coming over


and while our blood's still young


it's so young, it runs



and won't stop til it's over



won't stop to surrender


songs of desperation


I played them for you


a moment, a love

a dream, aloud


a kiss, a cry



our rights, our wrongs



a moment, a love



a dream, aloud



a moment, a love



a dream, aloud


chorus:

so stay there


cause i'll be coming over


and while our blood's still young


it's so young, it runs


and won't stop til it's over



won't stop to surrender


a moment, a love


a dream, aloud



a kiss, a cry



our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)



a moment, a love



a dream, aloud



a kiss, a cry



our rights, our wrongs(won't stop til it's over)



a moment, a love



a dream, aloud



a kiss, a cry



our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)



a dream, aloud



a dream, aloud



a moment, a love



a moment, a love (won't stop to surrender)

Beamilicious in Black (Lace Dress)

  • Oct. 21st, 2009 at 1:07 PM
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Got this black lace dress & polkat dot sheer blouse from my fav shop at tawanna! To become a lady in black, I decided to dress in black and wear black stalkings. The white polka dot on black sheer blouse is a factor to make me look sweet. I love polka dot!

Dressing like a lady and listening to jazz music with the cloudy weather seem to be a romantic circumstance for me.


Dress: Black Lace Dress, White Polka Dot on Black Sheer Blouse
Accessory: Black Stalkings, Red Belt, Pearl & White Lace Handband
Style: Chic
Music: Jamie Cullum - What a difference a day made

"What A Difference A Day Made"


What a difference a day made, twenty four little hours

Brought the sun and the flowers where there use to be rain

My yesterday was blue dear

Today I'm a part of you dear

My lonely nights are through dear

Since you said you were mine

Oh, what a difference a day made

There's a rainbow before me

Skies above can't be stormy since that moment of bliss

That thrilling kiss

It's heaven when you find romance on your menu

What a difference a day made

And the difference is you, is you


My yesterday was blue dear

Still I'm a part of you dear

My lonely nights are through dear

Since you said you were mine

Oh, what a difference a day made

There's a rainbow before me

Skies above can't be stormy since that moment of bliss

That thrilling kiss

It's heaven when you find romance on your menu

What a difference a day made

And the difference is you, is you, is you


Denim shirt dress with 2 pockets at front

  • Oct. 14th, 2009 at 3:15 PM
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Yo! Wearing this denim shirt dress with my lovely blue ribbon elastic belt (oh! what a matching stuff that I have) enable me to look sweet & vintage! This dress is a multi-purpose dress coz I can wear it solely or wear it as a long blazor which gives me a sense of 90's style that is wearing large denim shirt. The good example of wearing this denim by looking at the MV of Lauryn Hill - Doo Whoop (That Thing) and this seems to be my inspiration for buying this denim dress!

Dress: Denim Shirt Dress with two pockets at front
Accessory: Blue ribbon elastic belt
Style: Vintage
Music: Lauryn Hill - Doo Wop (That Thing)

Lauryn Hill - Doo Wop (That Thing)

yo, remember back on the boogie when cats use to harmonize like...


whooo, whooo whooo whooo,

yo, my men and my women,

don't forget about the dean,Sirat al-Mustaqim

yo, its about a thing, uh

If ya feel real good wave your hands in the air

and 'lick' two shots in the atmosphere...

yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah

yeah, yeah yeah yeah yeah...

It's been three weeks since you've been looking for your friend

The one you let hit it and never called you again

'Member when he told you he was 'bout the Benjamin's

You act like you ain't hear him then gave him a little trim

To begin, how you think you really gon' pretend

Like you wasn't down then you called him again

Plus when you give it up so easy you ain't even foolin’ him

If you did it then, then you’d probably fuck again

Talking out your neck sayin' you're a Christian

A Muslim sleeping with the gin

Now that was the sin that did Jezebel in

Who you gon' tell when the reprocussions spin

Showing off your ass 'cause you're thinking it's a trend

Girlfriend, let me break it down for you again

You know I only say it 'cause I'm truly genuine

Don't be a hard rock when you really are a gem

Baby girl, respect is just a minimum

Niggas fucked up and you still defending 'em

Now Lauryn is only human

Don't think I haven't been through the same predicament

Let it sit inside your head like a million women in Philly, Penn.

It's silly when girls sell their soul because it's in

Look at where you be in hair weaves like Europeans

Fake nails done by Koreans

Come again

Win win come again, brethren come again, my friend come again, yo come again

Guys you know you better watch out

Some girls, some girls are only about

That thing, that thing, that thing(2x-this line)

The second verse is dedicated to the men

More concerned with his rims and his Tims than his women

Him and his men come in the club like hooligans

Don't care who they offend popping yang like you got yen

Let's not pretend, they wanna pack pistol by they waist men

Crystal by the case men, still in they mother's basement

The pretty face men, claiming that they did a bid men

Need to take care of their three and four kids then

They facing a court case when the child's support late

Money taking, heart breaking now you wonder why women hate men

The sneaky silent men, the punk domestic violence men

The quick to shoot the semen stop acting like boys and be men

How you gon' win when you ain't right within

How you gon' win when you ain't right within

How you gon' win when you ain't right within

Uh uh Come again

Yo yo Come again, brethren come again, sistren come again, come again

Watch out watch out, look out look out,

Watch out watch out, look out look out.

Girls you know you better watch out

Some guys, some guys are only about

That thing, that thing, that thing(2x-this line)

guys you know you better watch out

some girls, some girls are only about

that thing, that thing, that thing(2x-this line)

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I bought this vintage light blue plaid sleeveless dress with round neck from a flea market which I paid only 1 euro for this sweet & lovely dress. To sew round neck blouse and dress, I think is it difficult to make it to be round for me (hehehe)!

Recently, I have set my msn's status as "sEx Therapy" which is a song of my most fav artist - Robin Thicke. There are two ways of feedback from setting this status which can categorize people into two groups i) dirty mind person and ii) nice person. For the first type of person, they will ask me whether I need the sex therapy or not and they will ask more & more relating to sexual topic also offer themselves to be my sex therapist (hahaha) because it is only topic innate deeply inside their brains. The latter person will not ask me about my status because they think more positive and if they are real smart, they will know well that most of my status is derived from songs!
Dress: light blue plaid dress with round neck
Accessory: blue ribbon elastic belt; plaid fabric headband
Style: Vintage
Music: Robin Thicke - Sex Therapy

Woman in RED

  • Oct. 12th, 2009 at 4:18 PM
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Being a woman in red from blouse to skirt whether it is hot as fire or not? Bought this white polka dot on red sheer blouse because it looks cute & feminin with bow-tied at neck and also it could turn to be a hot girl when I do not wear a white tee-shirt under this sheer blouse! I choose to wear my 1st DIY skirt - above knee length skirt with this blouse to get the look of entire red hot girl (hehehe)! Actually, I don't like my 1st DIY skirt because it is kinda see-through my undie and I am not a red-color lover person (but the seller always sell red color dress to me coz only I have white skin so it could be more beautiful when the red dress is on my white skin!! and this is the reason why I have so many red dresses in my closet!!)

The perfect song for this dress is RED by Daniel Merriweather!


Dress: White Polka Dot on Red Sheer Blouse with Bow-tied at neck, white t-shirt with spaghetti staps and red DIY skirt
Style: Vintage
Music : Daniel Merriweather - Red


Daniel Merriweather - Red


And I'm alright


Standing in the streetlights here

Is this meant for me

My time on the outside is over

We don't know how you're spending

all of your days

Knowing that love isn't here

You see the pictures

But you don't know their names

Cause love isn't here



And I can't do this by myself

All of these problems, they're all in your head

And I can't be somebody else

You took something perfect

And painted it red



No sympathy

When shouting out is all you know

Behind your lies

I can see the secrets you don't show

We don't know how you're spending

All of your days

Knowing that love isn't here

You see the pictures

But you don't know their names

Cause love isn't here



And I can't do this by myself

All of these problems, they're all in your head

And I can't be somebody else

You took something perfect

And painted it red

When, you took something perfect

And painted it red



You take the best things from

Then everything gets empty

That's not a world that I need

Oooh, you take the best things from me

Then everything gets empty

That's not a world that I need

Oohhh



And I can't do this by myself

All of these problems, they're all in your head

And I can't be somebody else

You took something perfect

And painted it red

When, you took something perfect

And painted it red

When, you took something perfect and painted it red

You took something perfect

And painted it red


Crazy Love with Dyed Tee-Dress

  • Oct. 9th, 2009 at 11:09 AM
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Looking chic, casual and a bit sexy once again with this dyed tee-dress from my fav shop @ tawanna! Now I've got three dyed tee dress which are a bit difference on neckline style and color! This one is a deep V-Neck, which reveals my cleavage and I love it!! I choose to wear a red belt with this black dyed tee dress in order to make a significant contrast also wearing a very long red round earrings for matching with the belt color to be more chic!

Listening to Michael Buble's new album and I love it esp. the song call 'crazy love' which I still cannot find it now so I have to listen to another song of him "haven't met you yet" which sounds more suitable to me right now hehehe!


Dress: Dyed Tee-Dress
Accessory: Red earrings, red belt
Style: Chic & Casual
Music: Michael Buble - Crazy Love; Michael Buble - Haven't met you yet

Michael Buble - Crazy Love

I can hear her heart beat for a thousand miles


And the heavens open every time she smiles

And when I come to her that's where I belong

Yet I'm running to her like a rivers song



[Chorus:]

She give me love, love, love, love, crazy love

She give me love, love, love, love, crazy love



She's got a fine sense of humor when I'm feeling low down

And when I come to her when the sun goes down

Take away my trouble, take away my grief

Take away my heartache, in the night like a thief


[Chorus:]

Yes I need her in the daytime

Yes I need her in the night

Yes I want to throw my arms around her

Kiss her hug her kiss her hug her tight

And when I'm returning from so far away

She gives me some sweet lovin brighten up my day

Yes it makes me righteous, yes it makes me feel whole

Yes it makes me mellow down in to my soul


Michael Buble - Haven't met you yet

I'm Not Surprised


Not Everything Lasts.

I've Broken My Heart So Many Times

I Stopped Keeping Track.

I Talk Myself In

I Talk Myself Out

I Get All Worked Up Then I Let Myself Down.



I Tried So Very Hard Not To Loose It,

I Came Up With A Million Excuses,

I thought I thought of Every Possibility.



[Chorus:]

And I know someday That It’ll All Turn Out

You’ll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out

And I Promise You Kid That I’ll Give So Much More Than I Get

I Just Haven't Met You Yet



Mmmm



I Might Have To Wait

I’ll Never Give Up

I Guess It's Half Timing

And The Other's Half’s Luck

Wherever You Are

Whenever It's Right

You’ll Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life


And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing

And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me

And Now I Can See Every Possibility


Mmmm


[Chorus:]

And I know Someday That it’ll all Turn Out

You’ll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out

And I Promise You Kid I’ll Give So Much More Than I Get

I Just Haven't Met You Yet


They Say All’s Fair

In Love And War

But I Won't Need To Fight It

We’ll Get It Right

We’ll Be United


And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing

And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me

And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility


Mmmm


And Someday I Know It’ll All Turn Out

And I’ll Work To Work It Out

Promise You Kid I’ll Give More Than I Get

Than I Get

Than I Get

Than I Get

Oh You Know That Will All Turn Out

And You’ll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out

And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get

Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Oh Promise You Kid

To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Love Love Love .....

I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Polka Dots Denim Dress with Front Zip

  • Oct. 8th, 2009 at 11:35 AM
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Recently I prefer to wear spaghetti straps dress and enjoy listening to Quentin Mosimann's songs (sexy dress with sexy music!!!). I like this polka dots denim dress that reveals my cleavage (hehehe) but I am not a hot nor sex vocation (just enjoy dressing up!). "Hot vocation" by Quentin Mosimann is another hot & cool song that I love to listen!!

Dress: Polka Dots Denim Spaghetti Straps Dress with front zip and elastic waist band
Style: Chic & Sexy
Music: Quentin Mosimann (a.k.a Louly) - Hot Vocation

Quentin Mosimann (a.k.a Louly) - Hot Vocation

Hey boys, I've got a problem and you know it's, it's too easy


There are too many girls and it's too much hard, too much good, hot !

There are too many girls and it's too much hard, too much good, hot !

Sex is my vocation, I can't fight these drugs

Sex is my vocation and I can't struggle

Sex is my vocation and I can't fight these drugs

And you know how, and you know what, this is my vocation like you

And my problem, I told you that something is very easy, I can't struggle !

Hey guys, it doesn't matter ! It's just some pleasure so take her

Sex is my vocation and I can't fight these drugs

And you know how, and you know what, this is my vocation like you

Ladies and gentlemen, on the turntables, mister John Revox !

For the voices and songs, mister John Louly, proper


Automatisch Sexy Violet Tube Dress

  • Oct. 7th, 2009 at 10:45 AM
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Someone tells me that I look good in violet color so herewith another shade of violet of mine. When I go out, I choose to not reveal my shoulder in public by covering with my tartan blazor which makes me look chic! Under this tartan blazor, I wear a violet bodice tube dress and I choose to wear the violet fabric headband for matching with this dress & to be more sweet (in accordance to my concept: sexy & sweet)!

It has been such a long time that I have been waiting to listen to Tokio Hotel's new album - Humanoid. I would like to recommend you to listen "Automatisch" (DE version) and watch their MV which is similar to Transformer (robot theme)! Actually, DE band usually not provide or invest on their MV but not Tokio Hotel , I think (hehehe) ... Good Job und Sehr Gut!!

Dress: Violet tube dress with tartan blazor
Accessaory: Violet Fabric Headband (Free coz i got from my next door girl)
Style: Chic & Sexy
Music: Tokio Hotel - Automatisch


Tokio Hotel - Automatisch

Automatisch

Automatisch
So automatisch
Du bist wie ‘ne Maschine
Dein Herz schlägt nicht für mich
So automatisch
Berühren mich
Deine Hände
Spür alles, nur nicht dich
So automatisch
Deine Stimme – elektrisch
Wo bist du, wenn sie spricht?
So automatisch
Wie du sagst, ich bin dir wichtig
wer programmiert dich?

Wenn du lachst
Lachst du nicht
Wenn du weinst
Weinst du nicht
Wenn du fühlst
Fühlst du nichts
Weil du ohne Liebe bist

Wie automatisch
Renn ich durch alle Straßen
Und keine führt zu dir
Wie automatisch
Folgen mir deine Schatten
Und greifen kalt nach mir

Du bist wie
Ferngesteuert
Statisch und
Mechanisch
So automatisch

Wenn du lachst
Lachst du nicht
Wenn du weinst
Weinst du nicht
Wenn du fühlst
Fühlst du nichts
Weil du ohne Liebe bist
(Du bist)

Automatisch
Nur automatisch
Automatisch
So automatisch

Dein Blick so leer
Ich kann nicht mehr
Alles an dir
Wie einstudiert
Du stehst vor mir
Und warst nie wirklich hier

Wenn du lachst
Lachst du nicht
Wenn du weinst
(Weinst du nicht)

Wenn du lachst
Lachst du nicht
Wenn du weinst
Weinst du nicht

Wenn du lachst
Lachst du nicht
Wenn du weinst
Weinst du nicht
Wenn du fühlst
Fühlst du nichts
Weil du ohne Liebe bist
(Du bist)

Automatisch
(Wenn du fühlst)
Nur automatisch
(Fühlst du nicht)
Automatisch
(Weil du ohne)
So automatisch
(Liebe bist)
Automatisch


Something white & violet

  • Oct. 6th, 2009 at 1:17 PM
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Dressing up with a chic tee-dress which is a combination of two colors and clothes (two become one). People may think that I wear two dresses at a time coz it seems like that way. Actually, it is a combination of two styles which are white tee-dress and violet spaghetti straps dress with one-tiered. When I wear this dress I have a feeling that I could be Mariah Carey (hehehe)! coz Mariah Carey's style often be with a kind of fitting bodice with cleavage dress!

Dress: Violet & White Tee-Dress
Style: Chic & Sexy
Music: Mariah Carey - Say Something

Mariah Carey - Say Something

I am over here


Looking at you

You are over there

Watching me too

Both painting pictures of

Of how we'll kiss and hug

So what you wanna do

(So what you gon' do, what you gon' do)

Tell me why we're standing here

The moment's fashions are so clear

you've got my mind blown

And baby, I'm ready to go



But uh...

If it's worth your while

Say something, say something

If it's worth your while

Say something good to me

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

If it's worth your while

Do something good to me



(Let's make it)

Hot as you can stand it

Something like volcanic

You and me seems organic

Just like the stars and planets

Yeah, we are

So what you wanna do

(So what you gon' do, what you gon' do)



Tell me why we're still in here

There's nothing for us to fear

I could tell you with my eyes closed

That baby, I'm ready to go



But uh...

If it's worth your while

Say something, say something

If it's worth your while

Say something good to me

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

If it's worth your while

Do something good to me



If it's worth your while

Say something, say something

If it's worth your while

Say something good to me (baby)

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

If it's worth your while

Do something good to me



Everytime I fall through

Want me to speak on the word or two

It's the D-O-double-G

And I do it so lovely

Making this track with the Neptunes

Baby girl follow me to the rest room

Now get buckwild

Shhh, don't make a sound

I'll take you, lay you down

Make your body go round and round

Do you want to?

Don't say you won't, I know you do.

Most girls play shy

It won't hurt until you give a try.

I know you like my smile, dig my style

Big Bow Wow



But uh...

If it's worth your while

Say something, say something

If it's worth your while

Say something good to me

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

If it's worth your while

Do something good to me





But uh...

If it's worth your while

Say something, say something

If it's worth your while

Say something good to me

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey

If it's worth your while

Do something good to me


Chercher Ma Bright Navy Blue

  • Oct. 5th, 2009 at 2:38 PM
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Dressing with bright navy blue color could me me feel so bright & shine! Enjoy with the bright color, bright smile n electro music esp. music by a very cool & lovely Quentin Mosimann! C'mon here to find (chercher) the joy of dress & music with me!


Dress: Navy Blue Blouse with Tartan skirt; Navy Blue Sheer with Black Skirt Dress
Style: Casual
Music: Quentin Mosimann - Cherchez le garcon

Quentin Mosimann - Cherchez le garçon

hey hey hey
D'une bande magnétique
Un soupir lui échappe
Sur un écran géant
Ses yeux se ferment (x 3)

Réveil tragique succède
A un sommeil sans rêve
La forme de son corps
Ne veut rien dire pour moi

hey hey hey hey

ses yeux se ferment
ses yeux se ferment...

Chercher le garçon
Trouver son nom
Chercher le garçon (chercher)
trouver son nom
chercher le garçon
trouver son nom
chercher le garçon
trouver son nom
chercher le

hey hey hey hey...

ses yeux se ferment
ses yeux se ferment...
ses yeux se ferment...
chercher le garçon

chercher le garçon
chercher (chercher) le garçon
chercher (chercher) le garçon
chercher le chercher le garçon

hey hey hey hey hey...
hey hey hey hey...
D'une bande magnétique
Un soupir lui échappe
Sur un écran géant
Une goutte de sang

Chercher le garçon
Trouver son nom
Chercher le garçon

Pink Tee-Dress with Beads

  • Oct. 5th, 2009 at 2:32 PM
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This is my new pink Tee-Dress with beads as a Halter. I miss the summer breeze! It could be so cool if there is someone calls me as "Shawty" hehehe!

I hate rainny season coz it makes me get wet n dirty, moreover; I have a terrible sore throat & headache from this bad weather!! I find it is difficult to sleep well at night!


Dress: Beads Halter Tee-Dress
Style: Casual & Sexy
Music: Trey Songz - I need a girl


Trey Songz - I Need A Girl


Intro:

Shawty where you at?,

Shawty where you at?

Shawty where you at?,

Yea , yea.


It gets lonely in this business, need a homey

who tha realest.

Someone who wants to find out all that I have to give.

Who can bring me what is missin',when I talk she wanna listen.

Sittin' patient steady waitin',for the day when I can face it.


The one that can love me for,who I am and so much more (is it you?).You ma Bonnie (say that I) I found the one,

I ain't gonna rest till I know for sure,sure.

Baby please believe me when I tell you that,I need a girl (need a girl).

So come on pretty lady won't you holla back, I need a girl

(I'mma tell you what I need).

I need a girl that's goin' be my baby, so if you love me say "i'm your baby".

So fine I go "that's my baby", so if you need me say "your my baby".

I'm a good man, who ain't got a lot to ask, just lookin' for somethin' I can build on.

I'm a young man, wit a whole lotta cash, just lookin' for a lady I can spend on.

So all the young ladies in every little city, when I come to your town, let me know that you down.

Sittin' patient steady waitin',for the day when I can face it.


The one that can love me for,who I am and so much more (is it you?).You ma Bonnie (say that I) I found the one,

I ain't gonna rest till I know for sure,sure oohhh.

Baby please believe me when I tell you that,I need a girl (girl).

So come on pretty lady won't you holla back, I need a girl

(I'mma tell you what I need).

I need a girl that's goin' be my baby, so if you love me say "i'm your baby".

So fine I go "that's my baby", so if you need me say "your my baby".

You could, be my everything,

Oh you mean so much to me and I don't even know your name.(But I know that..) that i'm your man (man), and you are my girl (girl)and if I eva meet ya imma give ya the world (oh).

Baby please believe me when I tell you that,I need a girl (girl).

So come on pretty lady won't you holla back, I need a girl

(I'mma tell you what I need).

I need a girl that's goin' be my baby, so if you love me say "i'm your baby".

So fine I go "that's my baby", so if you need me say "your my baby".
Baby please believe me when I tell you that,I need a girl (need a girl).

So come on pretty lady won't you holla back, I need a girl

(I'mma tell you what I need).

I need a girl that's goin' be my baby, so if you love me say "i'm your baby".

So fine I go "that's my baby", so if you need me say "your my baby".

"Your my baby!"

Yea,(huh)ye yeaa yea yea oh yea,yeeee yea yea



Green World with Green Tee-Dress

  • Oct. 5th, 2009 at 2:27 PM
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It is green today! Save the world with Green .. wearing green stuff :P n could make u look fresh & young LOL (just kidding!). In Thailand, people prefer to wear color clothing for matching the color of each day for example Mon = Yellow; Tues = Pink; Wed = Green and so on ! I choose Mandy Moore's song - Pocket Philosopher cos i like to listen this song so much and make me feel happy and think of walking under the sunshine and be able to breathe the fresh air & happiness while wandering on the empty street in a village! Most of people here are afraid of sunshine but not me cos i like to walk under the sunshine n i would love to have darker skin :D



Dress: Green Tee-Dress (bow tied at the neck)

Style: Casual

Music: Mandy Moore - Pocket Philosopher



Mandy Moore - Pocket Philosopher



Now I am walking on my own two feet





The sun is shining



My shadow is stretched across the street and I meet the eyes of the stranger



I can't quite place him but I wouldn't replace him for a second or a minute or an hour of the day







I turned the corner, I was feeling good



All the birds were humming, all the bees were buzzing in the trees



All the leaves looked a little bit greener and the air felt cleaner



Yeah, I've must been dreaming for a second or a minute and maybe that's okay







Hey! Come on let's play a song or two or three or four or five if you want more



Or maybe you've got somewhere else to be







Be whoever you want to be



Whatever you want to see



Whatever you want to see







I was awoken by the morning light



My heart felt heavy



I wasn't quite ready to wake up or make up another good reason



One that is pleasing in a world without seasons



'Cause the truth isn't pretty when it hits you in the face







Hey! Come on let's play a song or two or three or four or five if you want more



Or maybe you've got somewhere else to be



Hey! Come on let's play a song or two or three or four or five if you want more



Or maybe I'll just sing myself back to sleep

DIY: Polka Dots Sleeveless Shirt Dress

  • Oct. 5th, 2009 at 2:16 PM
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This is my first DIY sleeveless shirt dress! I choose to use multi-color polka dots cotton cloth for making this shirt dress and attach about five red plastic buttons at front in order to have a candy look (thinking of M&M chocolate!!). Wearing this dress with a red leather belt could be an attraction to people's sight easier and not too simple!



Dress: Polka Dots Sleeveless Shirt Dress (DIY)

Accessory: Red Belt, Polka Dots Fabric Headband

Style: Vintage & Casual

Music: Mariah Carey - I want to know what love is



Mariah Carey - I want to know what love is



I gotta take a little time

A little time to think things over

I better read between the lines

In case I need it when I'm older

In my life there's been heartache and pain



I don't know if I can face it again

Can't stop now, I've traveled so far

To change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is

I want you to show me

I wanna feel what love is

I know you can show me

I'm gonna take a little time

A little time to look around me

I've got nowhere left to hide

It looks like love has finally found me

In my life there's been heartache and pain

I don't know if I can face it again

I can't stop now, I've traveled so far

To change this lonely life
I wanna know what love is

I want you to show me

I wanna feel what love is

I know you can show me

I wanna know what love is

I want you to show me

And I wanna feel, I want to feel what love is

And I know, I know you can show me

Let's talk about love

I wanna know what love is, the love that you feel inside


I want you to show me, and I'm feeling so much love

I wanna feel what love is, no, you just cannot hide

I know you can show me, yeah

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Dress: Black Blazor Jacket contrast with Strips at the cuff; Flower Printed Dress with Spaghetti Straps
Accessary: White Flower Headband, round-shape white & gold earrings
Style: Sweet Korean Syle
Music: Joanna Wang - Tikiville

Fireflies at Banyan Tree

  • Oct. 3rd, 2009 at 8:33 PM
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I had an opportunity to hang out with my lovely sister and her german friend at the rooftop bar of Bayan Tree Hotel. I can see the night view of city of angels - Bangkok. It looks so beautiful for me coz i can see many lights from the vehicals and street lights in bird view. I think those lights were shining as if Firefires ;) which is the reason I select this song of Owl City for this post!!

I chose to wear this leather straps navy blue dress for going out at night because I would like to be looked as mistrious sexy ;)

Dress: Leather Straps Navy Blue Dress with brown leather belt as empire waist
Style: Mysterious Sexy & Casual
Music: Owl City - Firefies

Owl City - Fireflies lyrics

You would not believe your eyes,
If ten million fireflies.
Lit up the world as I fell asleep.
'Cause they fill the open air,
And leave teardrops everywhere.
You think me rude,
But I would just stand and stare.

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems.

'Cause I get a thousand hugs,
From ten thousand lightning bugs.
As they try to teach me how to dance,
A foxtrot above my head,
A sockhop beneath my bed.
The disco ball is just hanging by a thread (thread, thread).

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems. Leave my door open just a crack (please take me away from here),
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac (please take me away from here).
Why do I tire of counting sheep? (please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired to fall asleep.

To ten million fireflies,
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes.
I got misty eyes as they said farewell (said farewell),
But I know where several are.
If my dreams get real bizarre,
'Cause I saved a few and I keep them in a jar.

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep).

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems (when I fall asleep).

I'd like to make myself believe,
That Planet Earth turns slowly.
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams.

Stellified with Front Zip Dress

  • Oct. 3rd, 2009 at 8:26 PM
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This season here, people would love to wear front zip dress which influenced from Japan as I saw in the Japanese Magazine in Thailand. Most of dress shops here are selling this kind of dress with the design of empire waist as well as this dress that I bought from my favourite dress shop namely as "Sim & Bang" at Tawanna. This dress is an empire waist by attaching black elastic band under the breast. Getting Hot & Sexy look with the square neck that reveal my corset :P !! It is two-tone color which is black & white color. At the skirt part, It is used starry printed clothe as a part of skirt and this make me feel that I Stellify!! hahaha! That is why the suitable music for this post must be Ian Brown - Stellify (I found this cool song from BBC Charts and I feel like the tune & the meaning of its)

Note: Stellify means to turn into a star (it derives from Latin word - Stella that means Star)

Dress: Front Zip Dress
Style: Casual & Sexy
Music: Ian Brown - Stellify

Yeah the first time
When you are stellified
Could be the last chance
I have to sanctify
So save the last dance
For me my love cause I
I see you as an angel freshly
Fallen from the sky
I made a shrine,
I made it for you
I see you are an angel
All the things that you do
And now I found tomorrow
With you I'm miles high
Shining like a diamond
in the darkness of the sky
I stellify
I'm miles high
I stellify
And so we're miles above
Our ribbon in the sky
And it's the real love
I see so in your eyes
So save the last dance
For me my love cause I
I see you as an angel freshly
Fallen from the sky
I made a shrine
That stands here for you
I see you are an angel
All the things that you do
No one knows tomorrow
The future stands to find
This rockets starts ablazing so for you
I stellify
I stellify
I'm miles high
I stellify
Yeah the first time
When you are stellified
Could be the last chance
I have to sanctify
So save the last dance
For me my love cause I
I see you as an angel freshly
Fallen from the sky
I made a
candles for you
I see you are an angel
All the things that you do
Now I found tomorrow
with you I stellify
Throw my arms above
Cause now I fly and touch the sky
I stellify
I'm miles stellify


Flower Front Zip Dress

  • Oct. 3rd, 2009 at 8:20 PM
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I always fall into flowere printed clothes coz it makes me feel very feminine!! I think the song by Colbie Caillat - Fallin For You is quite suitable for this post coz I m falling for you - my flower printed dress!!


Dress: Flower Dress with spaghetti straps and zip at front, Denim Sleeveless Jacket
Accessary: Sunglasses with white frame
Style: Casual & Sexy but Sweet
Music: Colbie Caillat - Fallin For You

I don't know but
I think I maybe Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around
see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me
I'm tryingNot to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my
been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where
think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinking about it
I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it
I think I'm fallin' for you (x2)
I'm fallin' for
Oh no no
Oooooohhh
Oh I'm fallin' for you


Smiling with Vintage Denim Dress

  • Oct. 3rd, 2009 at 8:12 PM
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With the V-Neck of its that enable me to have a sexy look :D and while wearing with the weaved hat that could make me look a bit chic and not to simple when walking under the intensed sunshine here!

Dress: Vintage V-Neck Denim Dress
Accessary: Weaved Hat
Style: Vintage & Casual (a bit sexy)
Music: Uncle Craker - Smile

Uncle Cracker - Smile

You´re better then the best
I´m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me
Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smileEven when you´re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that
You make me smile like the sunFall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile
Don´t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed sing like bird
Dizzy in my head spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday nightYou make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breatheShine like gold buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh you make me smile

Beamilicious is back!

  • Sep. 4th, 2009 at 10:33 AM
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Now Beamilicious is back!!! Sorry for being disappear for more than half year (I guess) owing to the crisis of my poor life; however, I could be stand up once again!!!
I was left by my husband who went to live with another Thai woman since January 31, 2009 which was before I went back to Bangkok!! I was taken a short vacation and stayed with his parents in the North of Germany and he enjoyed his single life in Bangkok with another girl!!! So my heart seems to be kinda bitter!! I cried everyday .. I have ever thought of committing suicide but thank to my ex-colleagues who keep cheering me up ... At least I still have many good friends surrounding me ... just a bad German man who left me ....so I should not be that stupid to sacrifice my life to the one who does not love me anymore and who does not think I am worthy enough to spend all my life with!!
Nowadays, I am fine and I try to give a chance to another good people to come to know me more!! Also I have a weekend class - How to make female clothing!! I really enjoy this class coz right now I know how to make some skirts to wear ;) That is so coolllllllllllllllllllll!

My wish : I wish I could get a good job soon!!
Dress: Navi Blue Cotton Dress with starry
Style: Casual
Accesory: Blue Rose Fabric Earrings, Kiwi Eyes Contact Lens
Music: Zee Avi - Bitter Heart
Bitter Heart - Zee Avi
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T8ZH6QU0XvQ

Sun rays come down as seen when they hit the ground,
Children spinning around till they fall down down down.
I wait for you: it's been two hours now,
You're still somewhere in town,
dinners getting cold.
I rest my case you are always this late,
And you know how much I hate waiting around 'round 'round,
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine.
And then you come and tell me the same reason as you did yesterday,
So tell me whats her name.
Doo doo da dum, doo doo da dum,
doo doo doo doo doo doo da da dum dum,
da da da dum, da da da da dum,
da da da dum.
Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is just getting a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine, of mine.

Still young with new hair color

  • Dec. 4th, 2008 at 1:47 PM
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Before Dying My Hair





After Dying My Hair
























Which look you like most? Light color or dark color??

I bought 2 boxes of haircoloring - Pallette: Dunkel Bordeux, which is kind of dark red shade. What I got seem to be brown-red!! hehehe but it is fine... better to have tri-color on my head (orange, brown and black)!!!! And now I have new look - younger look hehehe!

I have new look and also my fav artist has new look that is Annett Louisan. She looks stunning!

Note: When I come back to Thailand, I will go to the haridressing shop to dye my hair! It is difficult to dye it at home owing to my original hair color is very black!
 
Music: Annett Louisan - Drück die 1

du hast dich nicht verwählt
ich habe nur mein Herz
mit meinem Telefon
und mei’m PC vernetzt
wenn du mir sagen willst
dass du jetzt um mich weinst
drück die Eins

wenn du mich fragen willst
ob ich noch sauer bin
ob wir uns treffen können
von wegen Neubeginn
oder wer weiß was
sonst für eine Heuchelei
drück die Zwei

brauchst du Hilfe bei der Frage
wie´s mir geht in meiner Lage
ich Gefühle für dich hege oder Groll
wie viel ich dir glauben sollte
was ich jetzt noch von dir halte
und wie oft mir so was noch passieren soll
drück die Null

wenn du nur wissen willst
wo deine Sachen sind
ob du hier schlafen kannst
weil du nicht weißt wohin
und ich dich abhol´n soll
im Polizeirevier
drück die Vier

wenn du Probleme hast
mit deiner neuen Frau
ist deine Kohle weg
sind deine Haare grau
ist es die Einsamkeit
die dir zu schaffen macht
drück die Acht

brauchst du Hilfe bei der Frage
wie´s mir geht in meiner Lage
ich Gefühle für dich hege oder Groll
wie viel ich dir glauben sollte
was ich jetzt noch von dir halte
und wie oft mir so was noch passieren soll
drück die Null

brauchst du Hilfe bei der Frage
wie´s mir geht in meiner Lage
ich Gefühle für dich hege oder Groll
wie viel ich dir glauben sollte
was ich jetzt noch von dir halte
und wie oft mir so was noch passieren soll

willst du mir nen Gefallen tun
und meine Nerven schonen
dann drück einfach die Taste
mit dem kleinen roten Telefon

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